love for life

I HAVE SUCH A LOVE FOR LIFE! i just deleted about 6 paragraphs of depressing text by selecting it all and typing that sentence. i had been writing since i woke up this morning, and i was writing how the dust thrown up from picking up my room, and how i can never sleep at night, stupid stuff like that come on gene! you're cleaning up your room for good reasons, you can't get to sleep at night because you're too busy thinking of good things...DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT.

i think i should take advantage of this unseasonably warm weather. i think this weekend i am going to completely do up my car; i'm gonna spraypaint all new designs on it, and then clean out the inside, so that i can bring it to the mechanics without total embarassment. oh yes, and i will string christmas lights onto the roof, you know, to get into the season. that also reminds me, i should download some christmas songs onto my mp3 player, so as to be blasted out of the PA system i have installed on my car.

i need to bring the ol gene machine to the mechanics to fix various problems which were trivial during our summer road trip (where all the problems developed), but won't be so trivial once the overdue 20 degree weather finally shows up, and the inspectino this thing has to pass in december. such as, the front passenger window only being held up by massive amounts of duct tape, the hood not really latched on, and the sliding door, which doesn't open any more. damn.